So many times this week I've walked away from a conversation or situation only to berate myself.
Why did I agree to that?
Why didn't I stand up for myself?
Why didn't I speak my mind?
Continually I find myself saying 'yes' when the reality is, it's the last thing I'd want to be wasting my precious time on. I want to tell people the words they speak are hurtful and fallacious, that they have perhaps misunderstood. But then there's the silence, words not said, thoughts unspoken and conversations avoided.
Why is it so hard for me to say how I feel?
Mostly I think it's because I don't like confrontation, I aim to please and hate letting people down. But more and more lately I am growing tired of people taking me for granted. I want to be heard.
I need to find my voice, to speak my mind and my truths.
Please tell me I'm not the only person who feels this way??